Dearest, 2016.

Bismillah.
Allahuma solli 'ala Muhammad.

Dear, my dear.

I always want you to know that I love you. I am sorry if I am careless. I am sorry if I am hurting you. I am sorry if I ignore you or did not think about you. I am sorry for being like this. I am sorry for everything.

Dear, my dear.

Hey, you are beautiful just the way you are. You are nice, you are lovely. I love you, dear. I am just lack of confidences and a bit of laziness. But it does not mean I do not want to move forward. I need a strength to keep going and face the world. We will okay for it. Okay, dear?

Dear, my dear.

For a few years, for every night, that I am crying like crazy, I am sorry. It just the only way to express all my feelings. And yeah, it is kinda better now. I am sorry if I keep blame on you. I could not barely talk with anyone because you are exactly know what happened, right? I have a trauma to share my kinda personal problems to people cause the pasts. And I am sick to trust people. Eventhough it has been a long time ago, I just can not put my trust easily. And i am sorry if i ever hurt you.

Dear, my dear.

We have through many pains, and I hope this time we can go through it again. Do not worry. We will be okay. Just keep smiling untill the day comes. Do not worry too much and do not get hurt anymore. I really do love you, dear mysellf! :')

Dear, you.

Just rememember that,

If I died and went somewhere far,

I'd write your name on every star, so everyone could look up and see,

That your friendship means the world to me.

Sorry!

Trio, 15'

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